Numb

i feel numb. 

i don't know what should i do now, i don't know whether i should give up or wait. i don't know if i'm dumb or what. i don't know if my tears is worth it or not. i don't know what to believe anymore.

if only letting go is easy, i will let it go in a blink.

because he's the only one that i put my faith on...and he's the one who broke it.

i know ppl will say i'm stupid.

i just need someone who won't give up on me. i thought he will, but apparently not.

hoping so much could really hurt you so much. now i got this point.