Hello February

January has almost end, February is coming. I love february most. Wish every day in february will goes smoothly and better than January :))

Farewell

It's the day! Febe Wijaya. I've known her since primary. Who don't know her? a pretty girl with lots of hair accessories and colorful school-bags. her thick straight hair is her plus point. everybody knows her. every boys in our school were looking for her and it's not that easy. you should queue, boys!! :D
Primary 4 (10 y.o) : We're in the same class for one year.  (we just knew this truth some some years ago)
JHS 1 (13 y.o) : We're fated to be classmate again,and she's been my bestie since then.
2012 ( 19 y.o) : Our bestfriend-ship keep goin till now, and will last forever. :*
In my eyes, she is a super kind-hearted girl. i never saw her mad till the age of 19, a good girl and sister in her family. And a very good friend for us. I wish could have her patience. She doesn't talk too much with strangers. Don't assume she's an arrogant one cause she is truly not! ;)

Recalling our moments... we used to do our homeworks and study together, i played to her house, went hangout together, went to eat sate together, went on a trip together, and so on. too many to tell. our togetherness were just too much. So this afternoon, she'll be leaving for Sydney. And i'm so freaking sad can't send her to airport with others :'(((

Dear FEBE,

Have a safe flight, dear! no matter how hard your uni-life will be, don't ever ever give up, don't skip your meals. i wish people in Syd will treat you as well as us. and you better not keep silence when someone bullies you! go tell your brother to beat them. haha! mmm...we used to doing things together, but now you should stand on yourself, do everything on your own. don't worry, believe in yourself, and you'll get used to it :). whenever, wherever you feel bored, contact us. when you have any problems and there's no-one could talk to, or there's no way out, we will kindly listen and help you. go refreshing if uni-life too sucks. don't do such fool thingy! then, do not trust people easily. so sorry can't send you off. take a good care of yourself, and take care of your health, dear. enjoy your new page of life. i wish the best for your study, for your future, and for you. be brave and strong. wish could see the original you when we meet :) xoxo

Till we meet again, Febe Wijaya!!

Love and Hugs <3,
Feshelya

Gatherings in CNY

time ticks so fast uh? imperceptibly, CNY holidays had ended. but still, CNY hasn't over. we're back to routine, and i'm back to work. err.. febe will leaving for syd this saturday, and i can't send her to airport. :'((( but we've had our gatherings 2 days in a row. spending time with people you love is like walking on the clouds #eh ? haha! jumbo happiness.

"When there are friends, there is happiness"- Anncely

恭喜发财!

wooottt, we're gonna end this year soon and welcome the holy dragon year. hmm, for what have passed, let it pass; let it go. forget all the things that had hurt you before. take it as lesson and move on. let's start a brand new life! well, i wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year! may dragon year brings you heaps of luck.

ready to collect red pocket? HAHA

<3, Feshelya

"梦中的额吉" － 乌达木

you should watch this video, too! i'm applaud with this boy. even if i were him, i don't think i could be that tough. his parents have both passed away. the song he sung on stage is dedicated to his mom in heaven. i think this good boy is really blessed. through this video, we must learn to love our parents for whom they are, and be grateful for what we had. God and your parents will always bless you, Uudan. :)

"A child who could love, be grateful, and appreciate parental affection, his life must be full of blessings and happiness." - Andrie Wongso

Escape

good evening! just had a chat with my neighbor who are currently studying in USA. her photos are totally tempting. she lives in Chicago, and couple weeks ago she had a christmas and new year's trip to New York -- Manhattan, Boston, Washington, etc etc. ohmygod. i wish i were there. isn't it cool living in developed country which has four seasons like USA or UK as well. it's now winter and snowing there. how i wish living in four seasons country (only 3 in my list : america, england, or korea :p ). i've been always craving to wear sucha coats, knit hats, boots, hand-gloves and then stepping on snowy roads, see the falling snows, build a snowman, playing snow war, and so on. hope this wish could really comes true. :'(

spirit of CNY.

how is life people? CNY is coming soon. it's really the best moment of a year. wearing new stuffs from top to toe, visit relative's houses and get red pockets, gathering with friends or cousins or relatives who live abroad. main point of CNY isn't the new stuffs we wear but the togetherness with people we love. i can't wait for the upcoming CNY. gathering with my ladies. but unfortunately, sisca won't come back this CNY :( another bad news is febe will leave this town after CNY, then followed by anncely next couple months. get ready, meeting and farewell will happen soon ~

Back to Routine

holidays for work has over. start working, start busy. it's the first day working in new year and still i don't feel any better. don't know wth is goin on with me. anw one of my resolution is : i will keep trying to let go of sth this year. should and must totally let it go. i've giving up seriously. believe that God is doing his plan. for what i've lost before, i will get the better the bigger in future. there's a rainbow after the rain. keep praying!

2012

It's the first day of 2012. some people are so excited about new year. but i just feel so-so. happy yet unhappy. whatever, we still have to face this year. i wish the best for my family, my best friends, my other other friends, my career, and my study. wish to have a good health, good results in work and uni. God bless each of us, each of you. Happy New Year!

-F-