March 21, 2012

chaotic

march really really drives me so crazy. i'm in a mess. feeling so chaotic,upset, mad, hopeless, sad, confuse, hubbub, fear, nervous, stress, depress, down, etc etc etc etc all in one packaging. i wish could cry out loud. i'm so disappointed that even my parents din know how to comfort me. they don't even know how i feel, what do i need, what is in my thoughts, they don't even understand. fine, i din mean to blame them, i just feel... *deepsigh* .well my friends-my ladies are the best that i have. at least they could keep supporting me.

countdown 1 day... wish me luck. whatever, i will do my best.

March 12, 2012

back to earth

hi bloggers how's day? feeling like abandoned my blog for a long time. here i'm back. no! i should've looking at by book right now, or google sth for my essay - reading task, or thinking some ideas for our drama, or printing some files, but i'm in a turbolazy stage rite now. i got quantum tasks and papers and works to finish but i am not in mood doing any work. entering the killing exam week is like having my energy drained. will have a civic test tonight.

PS: i don't even have that civic book. no study means s.o.s